It's been a while.

Sigh. I haven't posted on here in a while. And I'm not happy about it. The truth it I feel like I'm at a point in my faith where I'm not growing, I'm just stuck. And I really think that faith is something you should constantly grow in. I haven't been to church in two weeks. But I do still read my Bible everynight. I just finished reading a series of passages about Jesus right before he was cruisified. It was really interesting. So I guess by reading every night and reading new passages I am still growing since I'm learning. I guess I'm just not excited about it as I was before. Don't get me wrong, I am SO happy that I'm trying to live a better life, but the new has worn off. The Bible constantly refers to God's relationship as a marriage. And I guess with every marriage (even with the man himself) the new wears off. And just like any marriage, I do believe this is a test. With the new and excitment wearing off I'm not giving up. I may drag a little, but it won't last. I just have to find my niche. So I want to encrouage you to do the same. Remember that just because it takes more effort than it did before, that you CANNOT give up. Make it past the hump and things will be smooth again. I'll be sure to let you all know when I'm past mine!