Let Go & Let God

We've made it to church the past 2 Sunday's in a row, and are planning on going this coming Sunday! (GO US!). I feel a lot better about all this when I do go, and I really enjoy it! Ethan stayed in the nursery the entire time, so I hope he does good this Sunday too! That is the main reason why we don't go, becuase usually they're calling us out to go get him!

I feel like I'm doing better on my journey to become a better Christian. Its becoming more automatic than it has been for me in the past. Simple things that aren't that big of a deal, but make a huge difference are becoming where I don't have to THINK about what I'm doing I automatically make the decision I think God would like without even realizing it. And to be honest, I kinda like it. No, I really like it. It makes it easier to know right from wrong. If I see/hear something that makes me uncomfortable at first I think "UGH". But then I get a tiny little warmness in my heart and I think that things like that would not have bothered me a year ago at this time. So even though you may struggle with things just make little tiny steps and they WILL add up.

I think the biggest things that I (and everyone else) needs to remember is God has a plan. Don't fight it. Let things happen. That's my biggest thing. Not to worry. Becuase it is true, there's not point in worring about tomorrow becuase it just takes away from today. And that is the biggest thing I have issues with. I'm a control freak, I HAVE to be in control. And thinking that there is a plan for me that is not in my control is really hard. But then I think of how amazing this plan will be and I work hard to let go. Actually, I do have control on God's plan, I can control wheather I go with it, or fight it with my own plan. And really and truly my own plan's never seem to work out lol. Let go, and let God. The simplest phrase that I have the hardest time to go by. I really want to though. So all my readers out there. Today I ask you, to Let go and let God.